honestly,

I would prefer to not get help from Heckler, and he knows this. Heckler has sent me threatening messages in the past and I have asked him to leave me alone, and I have asked Alex for assistance on this matter. I would prefer if Heckler never responded to my questions. As you'll notice, I stear pretty clear from him. I am sorry to be so blunt, but this is pretty well known by the parties involved.

So, Paul, I would b very grateful if you helped me. Oh, and I am a "her".